and i miss her so
till today, i still miss her. whenever i am in her neighborhood, i think about the many nights she used to come over to pick me up just to chit chat in the car.
when i came to hong kong to live many years ago, i packed away some really sad memories i had before i left malaysia.
lately it’s been coming back because i have been going home so much for work.
i still miss her…
sometimes i cannot believe why i had allowed my arrogance and ego got in the way and i wrote off a friendship of more than ten years.
her last words to me were ” i am asking you one last time, is this what you want?”.
i said ” yes, i never want to see you again”.
i am such a f******g arrogant fool.
i wonder if she is happy now?
if you ask me now, do i care who is right, who is wrong.. i don’t because friends don’t keep score cards.
i have to find a way to make it better.
i have decided that next month when i go back again, i will call her. she may reject me but at least i tried..